Friday, April 25, 2008

Monumentally Crushed

For those of you who have seen my status, you know I'm not doing so well right now.

But here's the kicker: I don't know why.

I was doing just great and then yesterday I just started being mopey. Then add to that my excitement (which would have led to me getting out of this slump) that Marie was coming to surprise me today. Now pull the rug out from under that when Marie called me this morning to inform me her ride was sick and now she's stuck in Nacogdoches. So basically right now I have zero motivation for anything. And I was able to pull myself together enough for work, but I don't know for how long. I'm just absolutely abysmal right now. Someone help me before I float away...

Friday, April 11, 2008

SupeRant II: The Quickening

Ho. Ly. Crap. There are so many things aggravating me right now:

-my iPod went kaput (it's stuck on hold, and restoring it did nothing except erase all my files) so I have to get it looked at next week when I go home, and they probably won't be able to do anything, and I'll probably have to get a new one, and I can't afford that at all
-less than 3 percent of UNT students voted in the student body presidential election
-I've got so many papers to write and I don't really want to do any of them
-the UNT network is a piece of crap
-my debit card didn't come in so I can't buy Death Cab tickets until Monday at the earliest
-since my debit card didn't come in, my dad didn't send Jimmy the other things I needed (a roll of quarters and a bar of soap)
-I miss Marie so much. I really hate this see each other for part of a weekend and then go a month without seeing each other stuff. It's not fun at all. Obviously, it's worth it, but it's been really hard the last 2 months because neither of us can afford a freaking car. Ugh.

I just want to see her and have my iPod fixed and everything to be sane again...

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

April Foolin'

So I really just want the weekend and Marie to be here.

I don't know what it is. Nothing is overly stressful, I just want a break where I don't have to worry about anything. Money, drama, school, nothing.

I just miss Marie so bad. And I don't know the next time I'd get to see her if it's not this weekend.


-I did finally get a hold of Jeremy Pittman, so my Journalism final should be OK.
-I think I might be able to pull an A in Spanish, which means I'd get to keep my GPA at a 3.8. It's impossible for me to get an A in Sexuality (unless I get a 103 on my final).
-I hope I can find 5 pages of stuff to write about that Dennis Lehane short story I read for Gerontology.
-I am going to be exempt from my Music Appreciation (which really sucks by the way, because now we're into the dreaded "avant-garde" phase of 20th century music. Ugh) final as long as I turn my paper in on time.
-I may get to make up these hours I missed a couple weeks ago at work, which is nice because I need the moolah.
-Marie and I are getting each other concert tickets for our respective birthdays: I'm getting her Death Cab tickets and she's getting me Rilo Kiley tickets. Yay!
-Which reminds me...

I. Just. Want. To. See. Her.

That's all.