So I don't know why I'm like this lately.
But it's just I get into these funks when things don't go according to plan.
When people cancel things I'm looking forward to, I feel like they're bailing on me.
When I'm not having a good time at something, I feel like it's my fault.
When I don't have my own vehicle, I feel trapped.
When Marie's not here, I feel lost.
When I'm bored, I feel lazy and prone to do something stupid.
And when I complain about this stuff, I feel like a baby.
So I'm open to suggestions: what should I do? What can I do?